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September 14, 2008

Affairs of the Heart

Filed under: drama,kamakula,pittsburgh — kamakula @ 2:42 pm
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Yesterday, I was out with a buddy of mine and decided to text HEC to see what she was up to. 90 minutes and a few text messages later, she was on her way to meet us at my favorite spot in the southside. HEC is someone in whom I see good LTR potential. She is very attractive, an engineer, fun to talk to, ambitious, involved with her family, and many other things. 

However, without getting into the history of what’s been going on, all my good female friends have pretty much told me that I should forget about it. Normally, I would. Normally, I could. However, for some reason, I’m not able to let this go. I tried to tell myself that we’re just friends, but whenever we’re out together, I can’t bring myself to seriously go after other girls. Sure, I may flirt with them, but I’d never let things get to the point where I was getting phone numbers or making out with one.

So, as much as I’d like to think otherwise, I’m still holding out. I don’t want to be one of those guys who is just friends hoping to get with her later and to be honest, if nothing ever happened, I’d still want to (and be) friends with her. I guess I want some sort of resolution to this so that I can move on, but there is something that’s not letting go.

Maybe I’ll figure it out eventually. I hope so. I’ve been telling myself that I’d eventually meet someone else who’d take my mind off HEC, well, a potential romantic relationship with HEC. We shall see.

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3 Comments »

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    Comment by Alex — October 3, 2008 @ 11:06 am | Reply

  2. why dont you just ask her out.. by yourself instead of with friends?

    Comment by Jolie Fatale — October 10, 2008 @ 3:26 pm | Reply

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    Comment by Loveblog — October 12, 2008 @ 5:28 am | Reply


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